Maika
Close to You

枕に付いたファンデの匂い 知らないうちに寝てたみたい
覗いた鏡にむくんだ顔 ...こんなあたし大嫌い
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掛け直すタイミングを探してる...

Makura ni tsuita FANDE no nioi   shiranai uchi ni neteta mitai
Nozoita kagami ni mukunda kao   ...konna atashi daikirai
Hikaru rusuroku no message   kiita ato   keitai mitsumete
Kakenaosu TAIMINGU wo sagashiteru...


My pillow smells of makeup, looks like I fell asleep without realizing,
I peek at the mirror...I hate myself like this,
My phone lights up, there's a voicemail, after I've listened to it, I gaze at my phone,
I'm searching for the right time to call back...


「あんたなんかいらない」そう言って飛び出してはいつも
心が痛い
...いくじなしバカみたい。
確かめたいだけなの あなたの気持ちを
あたしより この想いより 強く愛して欲しいの

"Anta nanka iranai" sou itte tobidashite wa itsumo
Kokoro ga itai
...Ikujinashi baka mitai.
Tashikametai dake na no   anata no kimochi wo
Atashi yori   kono omoi yori   tsuyoku aishite hoshii no


Whenever I say, "I don't need you," and run away,
My heart aches.
...I'm an idiot, a coward.
I just want to make sure of your feelings,
I want you to love me more than I love you, to have stronger feelings than me.


お願い...
ここで壊れる程抱き締めて
不安も悩みも どうでもよくなるくらいにほらギュッてもっと
あたし一人は無理だよ
あなたといたいよ
...ずっと一緒がいいの

Onegai...
Koko de kowareru hodo dakishimete
Fuan mo nayami mo   doudemo yoku naru kurai ni hora gyu tte motto
Atashi hitori wa muda da yo
Anata to itai yo
...Zutto issho ga ii no


Please...
Hold me so tightly I break, right here,
So tightly that my doubts and worries don't matter anymore,
I can't go one alone,
I want to be with you,
...Forever and ever.


「まただな...」ってため息 お互いが少し張った意地
見慣れた景色を一人きり 考えて歩く帰り道
ちょっとした売り言葉に買い言葉 本気じゃないってそんなことは
いつも分かってるつもりなのに いつの間にかついムキになり...
毎度同じような事を繰り返す 相変わらずの二人だけど
一人の時間は想いが溢れ出す 素直に好きだって思うんだよ
俺はお前を知ってる 誰よりも強がるお前を知ってる
「心配かけたくない」とか寂しい事言う
それがお前の悪い癖
お前が泣きたいならそばにいさせて
お前の全て抱える俺でいさせて

"Mata da na..." tte tameiki   otagai ga sukoshi hatta iji
Minareta keshiki wo hitorikiri   kangaete aruku kaerimichi
Chotto shita urikotoba ni kaikotoba   honne ja nai tte sonna koto wa
Itsumo wakatteru tsumori na no ni   itsu no ma ni ka tsui muki ni nari...
Maido onaji you na koto wo kurikaesu   aikawarazu no futari dakedo
Hitori no jikan wa omoi ga afuredasu   sunao ni suki datte omou n da yo
Ore wa omae wo shitteru   dare yori mo tsuyogaru omae wo shitteru
"Shinpai kaketakunai" to ka sabishii koto iu
Sore ga omae no warui kuse
Omae ga nakitai nara soba ni isasete
Omae no subete   kakaeru ore de isasete


"Here we go again..." I sigh, we're both being a little stubborn,
I take a walk, alone, around the places I know so well,
I just got mad when you provoked me, I didn't really mean the things I said,
I wanted to be understanding, but before I knew it, I talked back...
The same thing happens all the time, that's how we always are,
But when I'm alone, I'm overcome, I really do love you,
I know you, I know how hard you're pretending to be strong,
You say depressing things like, "I don't want to worry you,"
That's one of your bad habits,
If you want to cry, let me be by your side,
Let me take care of everything.


お願い...
ここで壊れる程抱き締めて
不安も悩みも どうでもよくなるくらいにほらギュッてもっと
あたし一人は無理だよ
あなたといたいよ
...ずっと一緒がいいの

Onegai...
Koko de kowareru hodo dakishimete
Fuan mo nayami mo   doudemo yoku naru kurai ni hora gyu tte motto
Atashi hitori wa muda da yo
Anata to itai yo
...Zutto issho ga ii no


Please...
Hold me so tightly I break, right here,
So tightly that my doubts and worries don't matter anymore,
I can't go one alone,
I want to be with you,
...Forever and ever.


「ごめんね...」って言えないの
でも悪くないって思ってる訳じゃないの
本当は素直なあたしでいたいのに言葉は空回り...
ただあなたに気付いてほしい...

"Gomen ne..." tte ienai no
Demo warukunai tte omotteru wake ja nai no
Hontou wa sunao na atashi de itai no ni kotoba wa karamawari...
Tada anata ni kidzuite hoshii...


I can't say "I'm sorry...",
But it's not like I don't think I'm at fault,
In reality, I want to be honest, but the words never come out right...
I just want you to notice me...


お願い...
ここで壊れる程抱き締めて
不安も悩みも どうでもよくなるくらいにほらギュッてもっと
あたし一人は無理だよ
あなたといたいよ
...ずっと一緒がいいの

Onegai...
Koko de kowareru hodo dakishimete
Fuan mo nayami mo   doudemo yoku naru kurai ni hora gyu tte motto
Atashi hitori wa muda da yo
Anata to itai yo
...Zutto issho ga ii no


Please...
Hold me so tightly I break, right here,
So tightly that my doubts and worries don't matter anymore,
I can't go one alone,
I want to be with you,
...Forever and ever.


今すぐ...
ここで何回も好きって言って
昨日の涙も 全部忘れるくらいに伝えてよもっと
あたしあなたじゃなきゃ嫌よ
あなたが好きだよ
...ずっと一緒がいいよ

Ima sugu...
Koko de nankai mo suki tte itte
Kinou no namida mo   zenbu wasureru kurai ni tsutaete yo motto
Atashi anata ja na kya iya yo
Anata ga suki da yo
...Zutto issho ga ii yo


Right now...
Say you love me, over and over,
Tell me more and more, so I'll forget yesterday's tears and everything else,
I don't want to be without you,
I love you,
...I want to be together forever.